Drenched in my own sweat
I continue the quest to find my own
Breath
The energy expended just to stay alive is beginning to kill me inside
Slow down I’m exaggerating
Slightly dramatic
Anxiety is like pressure I can’t see that’s applied for and by me…
Pant pant pant…
Why is there so much effort….
Just…
To…
Breathe…
The simplest things trigger my exasperations.
And it will linger for days, weeks, years
Deep thinking plus the combination of expectations of how I should be is crushing
Me…
Pant pant…pant.